I am a lover. I love deeply, profoundly and completely. I forgive easy and accept what sometimes appears to be the unacceptable. This is who I choose to be. This is my calling card and hopefully what I am remembered for. I am, however, absolutely clear that although I generate my love from my beingness, the true source of it is not the small me, it is the I AM OF ME. That I am is the I am of Spirit, the universal I am. I know this because I know that no one person could possibly contain the same amount of love that one can be available for.
Being available for love to move through you is not the same as containing it. Being a container of love is not the same as containing all of it. When you are truly willing to BE love itself, it is with the awareness that something huge is happening in you and THROUGH you. I am grateful to have this awareness because then I will never allow myself to be fooled regarding the source of this good.
But here in lies the problem.
When individuals come into my company and experience the love that is present very often they think that it is "me". If they have not moved into the awareness of its true source, then they will be distracted by the human form from which the love is physically emanating and do not realize that it couldn't possibly be contained in that human form.
I love when the love that I exude is noticed and appreciated but this must be known, IT IS NOT ME except by means of my willingness. On the same note, if I notice It in another, it is not their love that I am feeling. What is happening is that we are in RESONANCE.
When you are in the company of someone with whom you feel this amount of love, it is imperative that you know that YOU ARE THE REASON YOU ARE EXPERIENCING IT. Love responds to love and if you are not aware of the imprint of love within you than you could possibly think that it is outside and separate and IT IS NOT. When you see beauty in the world, it is because beauty resides in you. When you see compassion and human connection, it is because your caring exists in you and you are simply seeing the confirmation in the world. We live in a time when individuals are stepping away from their old religious experience, more and more primarily because their inner beauty, joy, power, love and so much more is not supported. Spiritual and religious leaders are busy taking credit or at the very least not redirecting one's attention to its true source.
How about this idea for a "new religion", a "new spirituality"? The knowledge that the true source of all good and all love is always available to each of us in complete form and we do not have to do anything to deserve it. Now that is a religion that I can live with. Only when we recognize the beauty, power and love of all other beings equal to our own, only then we will be truly free.
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